that's what i say to everyone that i know when i pass them in the halls. lol
whoot! congrats E on becoming PREZ of the freshemen! yay! happy for you!!!!
went to _ _ today. well... kinda... not really. i just went after volleyball cuz i had to pick up my sister which is at like six o'clock. yeah. but i saw some of the class of '05-ers. yaknow... james, jeremy, joseph, cj, mazen, etc. those guys. they were having soccer practice on the blacktop. weird... yeah. whatever.
they didn't see me though. i don't really care either.
said 'hi' to coach r.
saw the new gym.
looks okay.
the floor doesn't match. which pisses me off. yeah.
and they didn't redo the bathroom.
wtf is up with that?!?!? they were supposed to!!
another anime story:
was at library again.
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there was this geeky girl (surprisingly... she was white. not being racist. but yaknow... usually asian ppl only read that shit.) and she WOULD NOT stop laughing. seriously... it was extreme laughing. omg.
monica exaggerates WAY too much. i hate it and it's the most annoying ass thing in the world.
don't notice that there are no guys at m****.
if i did notice any PDA-ing, i would be grossed-out.
becoming an invisible shit at m****.
yupp.
no one notices me.
no one cares about me.
my so-called 'friends' ditched me.
i am being used again.
people are taking advantage of me.
i am seriously not happy at all there.
i don't know what depressed feels like, but i guess this is it.
i guess i am doing what i did in seventh grade. convincing everyone that i'm happy with my life and pretending to be happy. but this time, i can't take that.
i miss _ _.
i miss feeling loved.
by both guys and girls.
i miss feeling noticed.
i miss feeling wanted.
i miss knowing that people actually like me.
i miss knowing that people cared about me.
i miss having fun.
i miss being happy.
i miss everything _ _ is that m**** isn't.
yeah.
-andi
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About Me
- Jacquie
- Hi, I'm Jacquie. I own six different types of Rubik's Cubes & still want more. Ilovemyride&dies- A,T,M,J. <3
To buy:
- Cardy Uggs
- Urban Decay Deluxe Shadow Box
- American Apparel hoodie that everyone has
- American Apparel hoodie dress in evergreen or cranberry
- Urban top
- Gossip Girl Season 1
- Northface Isabella backpack
- Steve Madden winter boots/slippers
- Lace Vans (but in bright aqua blue)
- Wet Seal booties
- lots & lots of movies!
2 comments:
aww boooo J you ARE loved and you ARE noticed and wanted and everything else.. at least by me you are! and all of your old friends.
but.... i think i might have a solution to your problem though!
tee hee hee. i was in the 'advice giving' mood today because i watched arthur and it was the episode where muffy wanted to be a talk show host like "hoprah winskey" lol yeah so i like giving advice now.. woopee! anyway yeah i'll call you and talk to you sometime over the weekend woo hoo.
just remember i'll always love you forever and ever and ever!!
♥ ♥ your BFF, A
just to let you know, we will ALWAYS be there for you. and hopefully this helps, i felt exactly like you. thats why R is being my advisor right now. a personal shrink, shall we say. i miss _ _ too. seriously. i would rather die. i am not scared to. i am not getting suicidal, here. i am just saying. i hate how we HAVE to go through all this hs and college crap and UGH... i just want time to stop.
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