HA. i was so right about sean. go me! lol
in spanish: soy no es bonita. es feo.
in english: i am not pretty. i am ugly. (and to rephrase it, "i am an ugly shit.")
ugh. we're doing this jump rope 'performance' (yeah... stupid... i know...) for p.e. and omg. the ppl in my group are horrible. (*cough*monica*cough*) lol
guys are not present at this school. all who are reading: CONSIDER YOURSELVES LUCKY THAT YOU ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE AT ALL!!!
S.h dance? anyone going?
face it:
reerdon guys are ugly.
serra guys are HOTT!!!
SPEAKING OF SERRA, i have a volleyball game there. whoot!
yeah. okay. um. yeah. okay. cool. and don't complain about guys. there's always someone out there that has it worse than you...
and that person is me.
\andi
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- Jacquie
- Hi, I'm Jacquie. I own six different types of Rubik's Cubes & still want more. Ilovemyride&dies- A,T,M,J. <3
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oh yeah, some one doesnt sound like she's fishing for pity.
not at all.
hmmm, maybe we should feel bad for all those girls in sudan and india WHO WERE FORCED TO GET MARRIED AND ARE HAVING BABIES BY OUR AGE.
but pitying ourselves is a hell of a lot more fun.
this is not directed just towards j, it's towards most people (except smiles and whats wacked) who have bloggs.
hey e, is that u ?...
i think u shouldnt really say anything about it
cuz u have guys and a maybe-guy who LIKES U back..so u arent really in the total position to get mad at any of us...haha, u didnt say anything about me cuz i havent had a chance to complain yet...but w/e..yes i know there are much worse things that could be...but theres also BETTER things that could be...
like j could have guys at her school...there could be more emo guys at s's school..and guys that actually like me and s....
we arent exactly complaining...but since we arent at each other's school...how ELSE are we going 2 inform each other on the way we are/think/feel...
--hoping im making sense and making no one mad, t
you don't really know what's going on with the guy at my school.
you really dont.
and we're in hs. um, we have the rest of our lives. not finding guys RIGHT NOW, while we're still freshmen, and freaking out, is really not neccessary.
who is 'who do you think?' she or he doesnt have a really nice attitude.
e. yes we should feel sorry for the ppl in sudan and india, but i mean...idk...
well right now i am having a very shitty experience at hs. and how else are we supposed to really talk and share to eachother without telling eachother about how we feel and crap like that?
would you rather have me bottle up all my feelings and have me explode one day and discover my face and name in the obituaries? or perhaps maybe you would enjoy seeing me on nationwide news as "the girl" who jumps to her death. dont accuse me of being overdramatic. bcuz i am serious about the whole thing. sharing everything about my feelings is one of the only reasons that is keeping me from stabbing myself in the heart right now. and if i did that, i wouldnt really have the rest of my life to deal with.
cuz if you havent noticed, my self esteem is non existant right now. and it would feel mucho better if i actually HAD someone to run to. my parentals dont understand. and i already feel like you guys are gonna be sick of all this shit and you will start to treat me like an insane person. and there i will be all alone. so yea...although a bf isnt necessary, it sounds a heck of a lot better than how i am right now.
sorry if this is a little extreme. but this is how i feel right now. no lies. no exagerrations. no joke. i havent been this open with any of you. probably only with T.
hope i make any sense.
~twilight
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