*sigh*

i miss _ _.

there are so many times during the day that make me sad.
i am now officially the invisible girl.
the one that gets left out.
the one that no one can make room for at the cafeteria table.
the one people 'use' cuz they have no other 'friend' in their class.
the one everyone takes advantage of- only talking to me for help on homework.
the one people pretend to love, only cuz it makes them all the more popular.
the one people see, but never bother to care.

those are the times that make me sad.
make me depressed.
make me want to go back to _ _ all the more.
i miss _ _.
i miss the teachers.
i miss the friends.
i miss everyone.
i miss loving who i am as a person.
i miss feeling loved.
i miss knowing that people notice me for whom i am.

i already cried three times today... during the school day.
and i don't think i can take it any longer.
maybe i'll just cry myself to sleep.


but don't comment saying oh andi, i love you and etc.
cuz i know you do.
it's just the other people that don't.
so yeah.
no commenting on this one.
just reading.
thank you very much.

yeah.
and i'll always love you guys.
and be happy.
cuz i know that you guys get all 'ahhh' if i'm not happy. and yes. okay. yay!

♥ always,
andi